Place and People affect our Energy level to a very great extent. Going out without precautions like extra jaap, some specific remedial measures and awareness makes us vulnerable for any kind of energy which has low frequency. First time my energy was managed with jaap but i was unable to compensate the deficit of energy. This was the reason i could not do jaap or reading while travelling and lost the will power to do it.I felt lost because the connection with jap and my isht got erupted because of negative energy. Likewise when magnet gets covered by any material or dust, its affect the ability of attraction of magnet . In a same way when we are affected by negativity, it creates a layer between supreme and us . This disconnection brings the feeling of hollowness, sadness, irritation, lack of concentration, drain or feeling of heaviness etc etc. But here the Grace, Awareness and my Will, brought me back towards my precious karma – CHANTING.
Because my ENERGY was not completely transformed or properly channelized, so it made my night troublesome and next day was exhausted because of depleted spiritual energy. In a row consequential situations left me with no time for my prayers which led me get more prone towards negative energy every time i was exposed.
When I met my husband’s friend, energy got exchanged but the intensity was less than the conversation which I had with my mother. Reason is the ATTACHMENT. The thread of attachment is thicker and stronger with the relations we are close with, so the exchange of energy is a lot easier and more in quantity than others. This is the reason the first energy exchange got managed only with japa, but the next energy (conversation energy with mom) took time for transformation. i remembered once my Guru told me about compensation of energy exchange. Stronger the negative energy, deeper it will go and damage will be more.Well certainly more the damage, longer the time it take to heal and actions to recover from it will need more of remedies.
Seeing my mother in the negative foam was the indication that the conversation with her was some how not positive and required. Because i spoke to her with attention towards conversation for long enough for that energy to travel to me through her sound, it is so strange that even though i was talking to her over the phone but still got so badly affected by it. But that wasn’t all. It all had started from meeting friend, talking-to him and shaking hand with him had already passed enough negativity into me, which later kept driving me into it and making me keep observing negativity from everyone possible. Because I kept chanting the mantra it helped my guru to help me from this situation and bring this negativity out of me. All i had to do was surrender myself and have faith in my guru that he will do exactly what is best for me.
Does it mean we should stop going out and meeting people. This is an impossible task. Than what is the way ? Try to recognize your energy pattern, which means observe your routine and check when you became dull, exhausted, irrational thinking etc etc. Avoid repeating those incidences by meeting as well as physical contact with those people, having long conversation and going to those places if possible. In close relationship when it is not possible to avoid, BE CENTERED. It means do not get carried away with the emotions of other people. Talk with them but maintain your AWARENESS. This can be easily done by maintaining distance mentally with events/people (observer ship) and focusing on Isht or Mantra. Wherever you go try to catch up with you chanting and maintain the minimum amount of jaap advised by GURU at any cost. This minimizes the damage of aura and you react every time better with constant practice.
Sometimes even after giving our best , we are affected. Than what to do ? First thing do not get discouraged or analyze the event every now and then. Just get up, take shower, go to nice natural places, listen to good music, grab good food,take rest and do lot of chanting. Still if results are not satisfactory than this is the high time to contact your GURU.
So The key is NEVER GIVE UP. This exchange of energy keeps on happening on regular basis. It can not be avoided completely. Rather than getting disappointed and discouraged learn the ways to handle it. As we move forward on spiritual path this exchange also catches up the speed but YES you also become more wiser and stronger.
After this explanation i also concluded that this whole process could have been shorter but it didn’t because the when you are on the learning of spiritual principles, then there is no short cuts, everything is explained in such a way that we learn it for life. and for me this shocking experience was enough to remember this for my whole life.
Life is best learned from our own experiences, and spirituality is the path where words don’t matter much but the Experiences make you a better learner so you can improve your actions .
